steele's blog

[steele wilson]

not really much a fan of blogging, but i thought i'd give it a shot, considering i need to get things out of my head and someplace else before i explode.


so get this, i'm in love with two people... both of which are parents already. lucky me right? one i left for because of his daughter, and the other i got close with because of her daughter. pretty ironic huh? what a role model i turned out to be. ah well, at least one of them doesn't hate me yet and who my parents will probably prefer, her being female and all, which i guess are good things about my situation. on the other hand, the other one, boy there is still things i would do to that boy that you can't even imagine, but i have to hold myself back, otherwise he might end up killing me.

both of them i really want in my arms, but i'm too much of damn coward to admit it. and even if the time comes when i have that chance, i really don't know who to choose. maybe it's best if i let them be, stay friends with them or leave them alone to find true love off at college. but where would that leave me... i've only got two parts of my heart, and they both have one, and if they break it, i'll be left as the guy who owns a lot of cats. or is it a girl? ah whatever, i could fit in either description. pretty pathetic huh?