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[geoff bearing]

now he's falling asleep ,
AND SHE'S CALLING A CAB .

geoffery scott bearing .

ninteen , college freshman , public relations major , acting minor , joker , father , loyal son , mamma's boy , social drinker , single , bisexual , in love , hurt , full of laughs .

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so drown me ,
AND IF YOU CAN .

other half , a long night spent with your most obvious weakness .
practically family , start shaking at the thought you are everything i want .
inseperable , scissor shaped across the bed, you are red, violent red .
attatched at the hip , my inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit .
childhood friend , there's a light on in chicago and i know i should be home .
partner in crime , to the jukebox bars you frequent the safest place to hide .
best friend , i trip over everything you say, i just wanna break you down .
confidant , and we lie, we lie together just not too close, too close .
close friend , an act of god and nothing less will be accepted .
good friend , never said i’d take this lying down, let's just get this over with .
enemies turned friends , thinking i’ve crawled home from worse than this .
drinking friend , but i love the way you roll excuses off the tip off your tongue .
party friend , exactly how i’ll make it seem cause i'm still not sleeping .
on and off , you always come close but you never come easy .
acquaintance , and then you said a little more about your dreams .
first name basis , into the streets before you buckled at your knees .
just met , all young children listen, 'cause they've got so much to learn .
same clique , i'll take with me every single luxury when i leave you could .
friend of a friend , dollar signs are up, for picture perfect point of view .
complete stranger , we'll get you home in time to make the rent .


you're so insensitive ,
I AM, I AM A MACHINE .

go to hell , this is quick but not quite painless, it sits perched on your arm .
hardcore hatred , bypassed everything and went straight for the neck .
hatred , tacky and irrelevant, a permanent reminder that, oh christ .
one sided hatred , cracks in the pavement match the cracks in my weathered skin .
dislike , this town, it takes lives, without mercy, without hate .
one sided dislike , every step i take i leave a small piece of myself behind .
backstabbed , scribbled out the truth with their lies, the little spies .
cheated on , each day they get a bit closer, between them, i am caught .
rivalry , we are the bend before the break, our steps seal our fate .
friendly rivalry , this city, this city is haunted by ghosts from broken homes .
friends turned enemies , we are the dead ones, we are the lost cause .
jealousy , stare in amazement, i can't believe this is where i live .
envy , rock and roll baby, don't you know that we're all alone now .
avoidance , waste my life pretending than have to forget you for one whole minute .
scared of , well, if you give up you'll get what you deserve .
intimidated , so what did you think i would say, no you can't run away .
annoyance , the more i sink into this 4/4 beat i'm in time with you .
indifference , i keep my heart from hurting the longer that i live .
tolerance , you won't get to me, you won't get to me 'cause i won't sing .
by association , faith in you, so much faith and then you just threw it away .


just so i won't sing ,
YOUR LOVESICK MELODY .

in love , somebody to speed it up for me then take it down slow .
true love , die tonight at least i can say I did what i wanted to do .
past love , but it's a long time coming when you're giving it everything .
spouse , right from the start, there's fire in my guts you just can't put out .
fiancée , spending your life jumping from sinking ship to sinking ship .
final , there's always going to be a part of this crowd who don't understand .
current , sometimes i think what i need is a you intervention .
on and off dating , we've only got four minutes, four minutes, so keep it up .
future , if you feel it, it must be real just say the word, no hesitating .
past, bad terms , i won't ever change, not a jaded hair upon my head .
past, good terms , are you pretending that your heart's in the right place .
past, lingering feelings , the road to hell is paved with good intentions .
high school sweethearts , time is waiting, we only got four mintues to save the world .
fling , friday night beneath the stars, in a field behind your yard .
mutual crush , sometimes we don't say a thing, just listen to the crickets sing .
one sided crush , i stood there loving you and wished them all away .
past crush , i tried to take the road less traveled by but nothing seems to work .
friends with benefits , i've been a lot of places, i've never been on the outside .
enemies with benefits , i can still see you, and this ain't the best view .
lust , you saw me there, but never knew, i would give it all up to be .
physical attraction , know you by heart, and you don’t even know where i start .
make out buddies , i’m right here hoping, that you’ll come in with the rain .
one night stand , i’ve watched you so long, screamed your name .
sexual tension , i’ll leave my window open, cause i’m too tired at night .
hot and cold , i looked at you like the stars that shined in the sky .
flirting , our very first fight, the slamming of doors instead of kissing goodnight .
fleeting glances , she can’t see the way your eyes light up when you smile .


i just want to show you ,
SHE DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU .

love-hate , you just look right through me, but if you only knew me .
family , walk away, there's no use defending words that you will never say .
future family , and you do what you want cause i'm not what you wanted .
mixed feelings , of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you .
bad influence , a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day .
good influence , and when you take, you take the very best of me .
protective over you , so i start a fight cause i need to feel something .
protective over theodesia , you put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray .
respected , you never did give a damn thing honey but i cried .
admiration , you say that the past is the past, you need one chance .
stalker , and i should've been there, in the back of your mind .
obession , so go and tell your friends that i'm obsessive and crazy .
room mate , i realize you love yourself more than you could ever love me .
teacher/student , as far as i'm concerned you're just another picture to burn .
fellow student , i hate that stupid old pickup truck you never let me drive .
co-worker , there's no time for tears, i'm just sitting here planning my revenge .
superior , could you tell me what more do i need and tomorrow's just a mystery .
emotional support , and i'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world .
never spoken , i'm just walking, trying to see through the rain coming down .
fake friends , and how can i ever, try to be better, nobody ever lets me in .
metor , he whispers songs into my window in words nobody knows .
secret , you're beautiful, every little piece love, don't you know .
forbidden , it's hard to make conversation when he's taking my breath away .
other , if what you are is a daydream i'll never get to hold, at least you'll know .

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AND THESE ARE THE CREDITS

ftw, holly of blair academy made this plot chart. lyrics taken from taking back sunday, alexisonfire, fallout boy, paramore, madonna, and taylor swift. colors are taken from the adobe photoshop cs2 color wheel. relationship inspiration from white pages.

[geoff bearing]

;N-clude UR-self!

;Ladies!
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Geoff Bearing is nineteen and a total actor.
He attends Belmar College and is currently a freshman.
To him, Geoff is hilarious!, but Geoff thinks he's fabu![/i]
fake friends , and how can i ever, try to be better, nobody ever lets me in .
metor , he whispers songs into my window in words nobody knows .
secret , you're beautiful, every little piece love, don't you know .
forbidden , it's hard to make conversation when he's taking my breath away .

The Gospel According to Geoff; "Say it LOUD."
As Preached by Geoff; "Live it PROUD!"




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fake friends , [color=635a6b]and how can i ever, try to be better, nobody ever lets me in[/color] .
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secret , [color=5a5261]you're beautiful, every little piece love, don't you know[/color] .
forbidden , [color=554d5b]it's hard to make conversation when he's taking my breath away[/color] .

[color=6666cc][b]The Gospel According to Geoff;[/b][/color] "Say it LOUD."
[color=33cc66][b]As Preached by Geoff;[/b][/color] "Live it PROUD!"
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[geoff bearing]

;Welcome To the Party!


steele is seventeen and a total scene/emo.
He attends dayton and is currently a senior.
To him, Geoff is the one that got away, but Geoff thinks he's moved on![/i]
drinking friend , but i love the way you roll excuses off the tip off your tongue .
hatred , tacky and irrelevant, a permanent reminder that, oh christ .
friends turned enemies , we are the dead ones, we are the lost cause .
avoidance , waste my life pretending than have to forget you for one whole minute .
past, bad terms , i won't ever change, not a jaded hair upon my head .
past, good terms , are you pretending that your heart's in the right place .
past, lingering feelings , the road to hell is paved with good intentions .
high school sweethearts , time is waiting, we only got four mintues to save the world .
fling , friday night beneath the stars, in a field behind your yard .
mutual crush , sometimes we don't say a thing, just listen to the crickets sing .
fleeting glances , she can’t see the way your eyes light up when you smile .
mixed feelings , of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you .
protective over steele, you put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray .
secret , you're beautiful, every little piece love, don't you know .
forbidden , it's hard to make conversation when he's taking my breath away .
The Gospel According to Steele;"there was a phase when i didn't care if i was stealing other girls' men, a phase where i believed that i could actually find true love when i'm in high school; where i met geoff and had my life turned into some alternate reality where everything seemed to fall into place. of course, like reality, nothing ever is the way it seems. of course i knew about geoff's little affair with a girl named natalie, but never did it hurt me until i met the beautiful pooping baby that was geoff's. i guess i got jealous, though i'm not quite sure what got my hormones raging, but a few words were spoken and then our friendship was lost. now that i think about it, i don't know if it was just a phase or if it was god testing me for what could've been my one true love."
As Preached by Geoff;“I could describe Steele, but I think I may have better luck describing ‘us’. Confusing? Yeah, that’s probably the best adjective here. I met him last year, and wow. I can’t lie and say I’ve met anyone else like him, but we had some hard times right at the start, one being me finding out about Olive and trying to be there for Natalie. I think Steele got a little jealous, but then again he had his own squeeze toys at the time, and I guess he still does. I’m not sure if we’re on bad terms or good terms because we’re fine and all alone, but around other people we act like we can’t stand breathing the other’s air. I guess I’ll be nothing more than a nostalgic memory in his life’s scrapbook anymore.”



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julia reese huntington is seventeen and a total rebel.
She attends dayton and is currently a junior.
To her, Geoff is in her way, but Geoff thinks she's stolen everything that meant anything to him![/i]

first name basis , into the streets before you buckled at your knees .
friend of a friend , dollar signs are up, for picture perfect point of view .
hatred , tacky and irrelevant, a permanent reminder that, oh christ .
jealousy , stare in amazement, i can't believe this is where i live .
envy , rock and roll baby, don't you know that we're all alone now .


The Gospel According to Julia;"Alright so Geoff isn't a bad guy per say, and I think under other circumstances we could have maybe been friends but with what i'm going through right now it isn't a shock that i'm really not his biggest fan.to say the least. Steele first introduced me to Geoff over a year ago when the first started dating, he's two years older than me so i really had no idea who he was, and at that point i was just figuring out that i was crushing on steele. so geoff definitely wasn't my favorite person. i pretended to like him for steele's sake but beyond that i really didn't like him at all. i didn't think it was all that important for me to voice my opinion to steele, after all i knew that he liked geoff, and it didn't really matter what i thought. and to be completely honest i didn't want to come off as jealous. i guess geoff could be a great guy but after him breaking up with steele i guess it just pushed me over the edge and even thought i really didn't know geoff that well i automatically started to hate steele more than anything. he may not deserve it, but i can't help it... i just don't like him."
As Preached by Geoff; "Julia seems like a nice girl. I mean, of course when I was back at Dayton I'd heard things about her, and she was considered a rebel. But cliques don't really mean anything. After all, she didn't seem to rebellious to me, but whatever. I met her my senior year after me and Steele got together, she was one of his friends and I could tell right from the start that she didn't like me much. You know when you get those vibes from someone. Anyway, I tried as hard as I could without being fake to get her to get along with me; otherwise, I knew Steele would be super unhappy. It didn't help much though. I gave up trying to win my way over to her goodside after Steele left me because of Natalie and Olive. She wasn't worth it. Now that me and Steele are done, it's painfully obvious that she's trying to take him from me completely. He doesn't seem to be fighting it either, which hurts. Not just because he's moved on, but also for the fact that she has what kept him from me: a baby. It doesn't make any sense, and I feel so confused when I see her and him together."[/size]